what do i want in life?
The question has been hovering above my head for a long long time..
and i have yet to find the answer.
Isnt it sad?
I have been with myself for a good 21 years
and yet, deep down, i seriously have no idea who i really am.
Like seriously,
if cj ceased to exist, my life would be fucked.
Because besides studying ( which i truly hate),
Theres really nothing much except him.
Which again, spells sadness.
I nv agreed nor understood why some people can revolve their lives solely around their bf/gf
But now i think i am guilty of being one.
Pathetic life huh.
I need to find a new direction in life.
because i am in the wrong one now
or rather, i am not even anywhere.
and ya, why can't i just stop thinking.
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i had the same struggling to myself long time ago. my way out is: try not to think what you can take or what you want, try to think what can you give, what can you do, right now.
now, my reason for my life, is make at least 1 improvement each day. may be i come up with an idea, a different point of view, a skill, read a book,etc. at least learn 1 thing for each day.
now, i will only focus to present. for me, the only moment in my life, with i can really do something, is NOW! the past, you can learn somethings from that. but the future, no one can tell. in my view, it is not exist at all.
so, come back to this moment, NOW. what can you do? to make yourself more happy and meaningful??
i want to be somebody eventually. but thinking "what" does not drive you to the paradise. try to think "How". i hope you will pass through soon. ;)
thanks heaps for sharing =)
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