hello sunday~
okay i promised myself i will be fine by tomr ( meaning sunday/meaning now), so i will try as much as i can not to be melancholic in this post.

oh but just to clarify myself..

i did not quarrel with cj.
i very much think that i am just pms-ing.
so.. yup.

i shall hide myself behind a veil of bubblyhappiness.

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i discovered a game in my handphone today- TETRIS aka brick game! how melancholic!! That was the very first game i got addicted to in primary school, followed shortly by SUPER MARIO. I miss the fried rice game in my nokia handset toos. that was a game that could keep me occupied for monthsss.. never ending. just gotta sell fried rice and earn money to build bigger stall in better location with more customers.

haha i am so happy !

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bleh, i really cant do that.
to force and crack a smile when i am sinking knee-deep in shit.
it already sapped all my energy to force those tears right in;
a smile as simple as it is is too demanding for what is left of me.


and then you said its all in the mind.
how uber easy and convenient for you to say that.


my heart almost the bloodie cracked.