rocks. my first session tomorrow.

nihonshu

it has been more than awhile since i attended a wedding dinner.

Here. gosh i actually managed to dig the photo out



Amanda, Yunwen and I with a bunch of guys @ Mr Teas wedding 2 years back. or is it 3? We are at the side, the three black ones by the way. And Mr Tea is the one in black as well.

This time round, its bernards wedding. Can you spot the three of us again? Have we like totally deteriorated and grew old and haggard over the years; or have we blossomed into fine and beautiful women? haha




All of us were waitresses from Ni Hon Shu. By the way, Bernard was one of the 4 bosses and Mr Tea was our most beloved regular customer. But now, its no more boss or customer, we have all became friends! =)



all of us with bernard



with manda.was reminiscing how we would steal and down a few cups of choya when the bosses werent looking, stealing and eating cherries and alot moree......



with my dearest cousin. We were more blatant then.. Like audaciously popping left over edamane into our mouth while clearing the dishes.. gosh. But those were fun days =)



with bloopbloop cam whoring in the toilet.



with damien, my fav boss =D. Father of three and the perfect model of an ideal husband.



gosh, dug out more photos!



Patronised Nihonshu as customer. with raymond, mr teas bestfren i supposed.



with amanda.



and my uniform. always got tripped by that brown thingy.

raos.

this should be more user friendly.

so thats our issue.
An issue that was never resolved, and in my opinion, will never be resolved.
i wanted to just charge at him,
tell him that by simply dismissing my temperament is nv going to work.
But i know its pointless.

Oh yeh. i have learnt (at least abit) to tell him why i am upset or angry over certain stuffs. I have opened up alot but i guess this doesnt work for us as well.

I dont see why he needs to categorize things under the narrow definition of right and wrong.
That is, if you are wrong, you should apologise, and if you think you are right, then wait for an apology. Sometimes, or rather most of the time, things are not about who are at fault, but about how feelings are conveyed.

An innocent conversation can escalate into an an argument and into a full blown fight?
Really? We have never fought.
And thats the thing that is killing me.
And he will nv understand what i meant by this.

my gosh, whats with this obiang blogskin

I am feeling fat.
And i know its NOT ONLY a feeling.
I am putting on weight again!!
Gah i hate it, although I (open) secretly quite dig exam period, i hate the fact that i would put on weighttt
Oh wells, and somehow my body has some tremendous capacity to retain alot alot alot of water (somewhere) before my mens.
So here i am, made up of the newly formed fats + retained water.

I am dying!
And i dont have a good feeling on todays paper ( GET OVER IT, IT DOESNT AFFECT ANYTHING)
GAG but at the very least its freaking over.
so now I am left with Crisis management and Forensic Science which i am aiming for an A+. haha hahaha

And I shall start on a strict diet + workouts after exams! I swear! Oh and let my fingernails grow again. They havent been growing for more than a year.

For now, i shall do some shopping online~~~~

Within the span of a week, my front door was chained up,
splashed with dark black paint
and further decorated with bold red streaks just last night (minutes after we cleaned up the black ugly splashes).

Whats the problem with these blindsharks?
Cmon, look carefully at the unit number freak!
OR are you guys trying to use peer pressure to on our neighbour?
My gosh its not working cant you seee?!

So please stop disturbing us!
And stop adding colours to my shoes!

i ought not to be so defensive.
i ought not to be so defensive.
i ought not to be so defensive.
i ought not to be so defensive.
i ought not to be so defensive.
i ought not to be so defensive.
i ought not to be so defensive.


fuck!

sya, i see the diff.

bored bored bored.
what can i look forward to.

i am totally dead. tortured.

My palms are both swollen; my thighs so tense it could snap; my butt numb numb it doesn't belong to me.

I am nv gonna touch that peecee-N again. ever.

rice sack

he's wearing a rice sack. haa

Nothingness

The much sort after one week break is finally here....

Actually, its not really that much needed, considering the fact that i haven't been doing much except for the past week, for i practically squeezed 6 weeks of readings into 2 days. And 8 hours 45 minutes after a disastrous test, which made up 40% of my final grade ( hallelujah), I am still very much in a daze.

Kill me, i have a feeling i will cushion the cohort again like what i cleverly did for my comm history.

Oh wells, i do not care a hoot about my grades. I do not i do not i do not i do not.

And I am still very much hating the school by the way, and it makes me wonder why it wasnt like this in the past. Perhaps its the kind of work we did when we were (2 years) younger, like this:



Isnt this cool..? I made this with Geok and we were damn proud of it. I think I can go on all my life doing this, or this:



(freak, i got goosebumps outbreak just watching this! And i am having a fierce debate with myself now whether to embed it in my blog. So if you get to see the video, you know who won.)


Anyway, i can't believe it,but all i did for that proj was act. gosh, am i guilty.

And now that i think of it, i haven't done anything worth mentioning for the past 3 years, have i? And i doubt so for the remaining 3/4 year as well. freak, and the years after the next 3/4 year.

man, what am I gonna do for the rest of my life.

- freaking quart life crisis ( that has been going on for awhile).

i am so tempted to go for Work and Travel USA next year.
Should I should I not??

bruised

I got myself a total of 8 bruises last night.

-flying cow.

-_-"

Bali

=D

school hasn't really started and i am already hating it.
I hate having to travel 3.5 hours a day on trains cramp-packed with disgusting multi-nations.
I hate my sucky 5 days-week timetable.
I hate my course-mates
I hate readings

and if i have to face all these 5 days a week, how can i not hate my life.
Get me out of this country please.

The lump in my throat was so huge it almost killed me.
I can't cope with another of that, please.
I hope i have expressed myself clearly,
And that what i said have not been misunderstood.

please..

My germ trip in a post!

Before the photos rust in my com, i shall once and for all blog on my two weeks trip in this post. =)

Have posted a few photos on Freiburg, Lake Contanz and the Rheinfall in my previous entry, here's a few more t0 beef up this section of my trip!

The super excited me on an empty road!

Yey, my first excursion to another part of Germany!

And on the really comfy and spacious train.
Very unlike Singapore's. bleh

The upstream of the Rheinfall.
Ideal place to live in eh.

On to Freiburg!

The Bachle that runs throughout the city centre.

uber cooling!!! love it!

Yummilicious ice-cream ( much needed!) in front of the Munster =)

Munster with its gothic archi (and a tiny plane!).

The interior of Munster.

Up on the Munster

And the old citygate of Freiburg

Finally.... The unique hostel to rest our sore body that weekend.

The light house hostel at Lake Contanz

With the awesome view at the top floor.

Solo trip to Heidelberg

With only me for myself during weekdays, I ventured out to somewhere near to walldorf- Heidelberg!
So much so much in a lil quaint town. Castle, SHOPPING, river... woo.

I reached so early that day the street was almost empty!

A stark contrast to what i saw in the afternoon when i got down from the castle.

The castle

View from the castle garden.
Beautiful river Neckar



Trying hard to take a pic with the castle- the agony of travelling alone! =(

The sliced up tower. I found it real intriguing! If only i could traverse the barrier and climb into this structure.....

People were sooo kind they volunteered
to take pictures for me. yeh, so now a decent pic with me.

After spending 4 hours touring my very first castle, BY MYSELF,
i went down to the streets which were bustling with life!

Picture taken from Philosophenweg.

Hmm love Heidelberg. But that trip had me stay at home for the rest of the week due to a badbad infection. bah


And so after being a sick girl for 3-4 days, I was so excited when i recovered in time to go for my Koln trip! yiiwiie!

Tah-dah! I most magnificent structure i've ever seen in my life THUS far- the Dom.

Cj was practically sprawling on the ground to take this pic.

The interior. I want to get married HERE.



Standing on top of magnificent thingy that took
over 600 years to complete. wow.



Still on top.

On top of another building overlooking the Dom!

=)

And then it was dinner timee!!!

The famous famous kolsh beer. I thought it taste weird though.

Wurst + Sauerkraut + mash potatoe. The short black one, which is liver sausage if i rem correctly, tasted like shit.

-_-" It tasted like raw pig.

The sun was finally setting.... Nicey

My turn to sprawl on the floor!
But look at what the sun did on the Dom. Awesomeness.

And when the sky finally darkened,
our camera did NO justice to what stood high and mighty in front of us.

Next morning we left Koln and headed to St Goar for the castle! My second castle!

St Goar- a cozy lil town.


Couldnt possibly conquer a castle with our famished stomachs.. So lunch at
a restaurant in the castle!

And the alfresco overlooked the Rhine river!

Even the bee joined us.

YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy and satisfied. =)

The castle at St Goar is soo soo sooo cool! EVERY nooks and crannies of it could be explored! I only remember seeing one " do not enter" sign because it was really dark and dangerous there. We gave some of the secret passage ways a miss because it was pitch dark and we didnt bring a torch along! What a pity!

yey. On to exploring!

Next- to Venice~

not cheap at all.

Bridge of sigh.

Then its home sweet home. Not sweet at all though. BRING ME BACK. hee