bangkok =)

it was an extremely tiring 6D5N.
The shopping would be cooler if not for my leg and back ache ( and stomach ache on one night).
My body is failing me, bad, but i wont give up on shopping, esply in Bangkok.

Gosh, the girls there are uber chio.....!!!!
I was gushing at them all day long- their long silky hair, flawless and fair complexion, slender figure, and on top of all these, their extremely good make-up skills and fashion sense.

Total Inferiority. puis.

AND, strangely, I didnt buy alot of things. And i spent much lesser than i expected. weird.
But overall, Bangkok is a damn cool place, much cooler than singap0re, in my opinion. Love it~

on day one...

we reached our hotel, Samran Place, at 3 plus going 4. Nice place with superb hospitality. The room looks good despite its relatively cheap pricing. Buuuuutt CJ kenna bed bugs for two nites, with big red swollen bites. eek.

our room, with invisible beg bugs.

The hotel's lobby.

and the funny toilet that produced brahh-ing and gruhh-ing white foam outta nowhere.

went straight for A&W's waffle icecream and rootbeer =) Had nothing on the plane because its budget and we didnt wanna waste our calories on instant noodles!

Yummy waffles. actually it tasted more like macs hotcakes.

And then its more junk food for the day. hardly had a decent meal until the later part of the trip. Had 4 DQ icecream throughout the trip ( its even cheaper than beijing's!) and please eat the green tea almond one if you ever get a chance to, 2 Dunkin donut in which the buttercream donut is fantastic and more guliguguai stuffs found along the streets.

its only 25 baht! faint~~

Dunkin! Big and Huge and cheaper than our local brands!

Double choc. =D

so cuutteee! i rem discussing about frying quail eggs with geok before.
so this is how cute they look!! i wanna try~

cute lil donuts at ctc!

very nice roadside crepe @ only 15 baht!

some UBERLY sweet crispy pancake.

and many more that got gobbled down by me before i had a chance to take a pic.



-- i will post the rest up tmr! -

dehydrated

I woke up on autopilot this morning, feeling fresh and happier ( easily achievable since i was down the dung last night).

checked.
no messages.

Fine, its okay.

12pm. I dragged myself out this time, just because i thought i felt the vibration.
But ehs, its just my hallucination.

4pm. I struggled myself out of bed, because i thought i heard you call.
.. It must be the flu pill.
No, no longer cheerful. Not at all.

6pm.
No i dont wanna check that damn thing anymore.



Waited too long

super duper big gigantic wave of inertia stopping me from touching the 334 text.
no mood to study.
no mood to eat.
I am not even in the mood to go Thailand.

i shall pretend to be dead on the bed.
bye

sometimes its hard to apply. Just like an exam, the prof will go on to tell you how you should apply the concepts in the exams and how the definition will not be tested, and that you just need to understand the concept well for the exam. fuck it, understanding it DOESNT mean you can apply it.
And sadly i am that very someone who doesnt know how to apply theories. I secretly hate open book exam, because for the past 12 years of study-pri, sec and jc- the school did not teach me how to apply. I just needed to memorise.

When i was in primary six, my mom was told by my form teacher that i was lazy and i needed to work harder during the meet-the-parents session. But at that moment i was left perplexed because its not that i dont want to work hard, its because i really dont know how to.

and i meant it. i thought i had studied everything i could, I didnt know whats more for me to do.


and now i am faced with the same how-to, the same how-do-i-apply.
I swear I understand and i am excited for you.
I am not gonna be some unreasonable shit or whatever.
But the idea of that happening for the next few years-and more- freaked me out.
Or perhaps i am just accustomed to always having you around.

He is wrong. You dont need a understanding girlfren for this job.
I think a strong girlfren is more like it.
And gues what, i am fucking not.

But its okay, i will get over it soon.
Afterall, its something i have to accept and adapt myself to for the next few years.
Just let me cry myself to death.

And i am blogging again.

4 more days to the end of exams! And flyiinng to Bangkok on Friday. Will be back the following Wednesday. So, please let the next 4 days pass like light, and the following 6 days crawl by.

Gotta pack my room man. The accumulated dust is already knee high. urgh. Shall do something constructive this hols, but what?

AND let the darn man will be around during christmas, coz i awfully yearn to have a sweet christmas this year.

6 am again tmr. hopefully nothing more like this for the rest of the month. need a good rest. And lotsa fun.

god, gimme a nice brain tmr. thanks

B A B E

I am also a hot babe.
Ask me go skating.

panicky pig

I am finally panicking.
blahs, I will be fine after Tuesday.

ahhhHHH

Did i say i was yearning to watch stardust for quite awhile so much so that i actually dreamt about it a few days back? The images from the dream are nothing like the real show ( yea i went to watch it last nite, like finally). In the dream, it was about this beautiful model who got married to a random guy, whom i guesssss is a fish monger. They lived in the north pole ( if i aint wrong) because everything i saw in the dream was white. So one morning, the girl went to sell the fish ( i swear i rem there were pola bears) and for some kinda reason, the customer started chasing the girl. She ran and ran until she reached the edge and she slipped off the super tall cliff ( imaging verticle limit) and she actually bounced left and right until she disappeared from sight. I didnt know i am this saddistic, but the two cliffs finally closed in on her and i supposed she got squashed to her death or something.

DUH.

anyways the real show is nice, but not fantastic in my opinion.


you know i am totally sicked of life and yet i still find myself typing this entry in the library ( meaning i still care about my exams). I guess the past 15 years of education had turned me into a tmd wuliao person. fuck it.

><

I nv knew i could be this C A R E L E S S.
And i cant help being uber affected by it.


Tell me, how could i missed that one whole page out?
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I am having this sinking sensation ( cant believe i am using this phrase again, used to use it alot on hk). But now its not on a person, nor is it on this morning's blunder. Its just a very general kinda feeling.

There should be some root to it somewhere, but i cant figure it out now.





i have stopped saying it.

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so down.

sweetness

"THE OLD BODY IS SHOWING THE MILES BUT I AM STILL GETTING LOTS OF JOY IN LIFE, AND YOU ARE A BIG PART OF IT."

uncle Steve


it has been a long long while since i heard something this sweet =)

all you care about is you, and yourself.

musical chairs

it is a strange phenomenon at Bedok library. at 1015am ( just 15 mins after the lib opened), all the seats around this long table are already taken up by old uncles ( strangely, theres no old aunties), with more hovering around the table waiting impatiently for their turns. This table, which can take about 12 people, is specially catered to newspaper readers. Here, newspapers- ST, LianHezaobao,shinmin, etc- are CHAINED to their respective spots on the table. And you see, they even split the newspaper up, meaning this spot is for people who wants to read ST life, another spot is for people who wants to read ST home section. SOOO, if you want to read the whole ST, you have to do seat hopping.

I mean, seriously, its like musical chairs here, except for the missing music,er, and the much older participants. Once the music stops ( thats when someone leaves his seat), the rest who are hovering around chiong towards that one seat in lightning speed. I could literally hear the music, i swear.

so i witnessed this scene just now. And i felt sad for this old uncle who wasnt fast enough and had to retreat to his hovering position.. I almost had the urge to go down and buy him the lian he zao bao.

why why why must the library chained the newspaper to the table???? why let these old people chiong like that?! isnt it obvious that demand is exceeding supply and they should get more copies, instead of splitting one copy into different parts...

and the music stopped thrice while i was writing this short post. ...... ......

total randomness.

ahhh... i am so uber boredd!!

My first paper is coming next thursday and i havent started a shit.
And i have freaking no motivation to study due in part to the chui grades i am getting thus far for my projs. So how can i salvage my overall grade when the finals only stand like 30-50%~~
That explains my tepid mood to study. Study or not still = chui.

owells, at least i know where i am standing now, so i wont harbour too much hope for my grades this term, and hence, no disappointment. o goodie

SOO, my exams will end on the 22nd ( yeh yeh, 4 days earlier than most of you), and i am flying to bangkok on the 23rd!! Not really looking forward though, i dont know why, perhaps its still awhile away..
The thing is, i havent told my mom about it. and my pathetic bank account has only like 200 bucks left. great. i am going there to eat peanuts. for 6 days some more.

grr by hook or by crook, i gotta cook up some tales to tell my mom.

I feel like watching movie now, with a good bag of popcorn in my hands. I heard stardust is good. And lust caution. but the latter is disturbing, and i am one who gets really disturbed by movies. So i shall think about it. anyways, dont think i have the chance to watch them either.

ah .. i am seriously bored. seriously seriously extremely bored.
i wanna go back to all those parties..
Guess what, i dint even got near a club this sem, when i went like almost twice a week for the previous previous sem.

isnt life more fun back then?

hmm, i guess so.
or perhaps i am just too demanding, whatever~

woot

Uncle Steve told me not to call myself a hog ( he read my post on Hog's breath), but i can call myself a pig because pigs are "young and clean and pretty".
HE IS SO FUNNY.

Really hope i can meet him up one day, although we are at 2 diff ends of the globe.

AND i seriously miss cj's baby nephew and niece ( yea not cj fyi), havent seen them for weeks..........

=(=(

haha. this is so funny. can you figure out whats in front of me. YEAH its a truckload of seafood. and A uBER Huge glass of drink. @ fishnco.
.I A M A P I G.

silkygirl, be a swan(haha)

I am quite proud of this project somehow, no matter how the results may turn out to be.

Its a series of poster ads and storyboard for our tv ad.

Xiang Yi as the ugly duckling

how she longed to be accepted..

all thanks to Silkygirl, she is now a beautiful swan!

Storyboard.

COOL right? Yes yes, i know its cool.

it was hell

my hell week is so finally over. Had to hand in 2 final reports, 1 assignment, 2 presentations, and my internship interview had to fall on this week as well ( anyway i got accepted!! yippie)

It wasnt easy, like seriously, when i had to alternate between the school, home, and off to work the projs elsewhere at midnite and then home at unearthly hour ( like 6am). I swear something could have been done about this (like my sis going over to my mom's room to sleep) and i did voice out to my mom, in tears, but nothing was done.

fine, whatever, it has always been like that since time immemorial.
perhaps they just dont love me enough , or they love her more.
I guess its the latter.
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so cj got to make do with this on his 2*th birthday because it fell on my hell week as well. =x

Saralee's cheesecake. Seriously it tasted better than i thought.