come back to me.

since holiday is here, and i can finally heave a sigh of relief,
it suddenly hit me at how much i have missed my life in beijing..

I miss my room all to myself, i miss watching TV at night in aircon room, i miss getting to eat all sorts of funny food along the streets, i miss the lil korean shop behind my school, i miss the idontcarehowyouthinkofme attitude i could carry, i miss not having to put on makeup and feeling just as confident, i miss the taitai kinda life i had albeit only for awhile, i miss having nothing to worry but just someone to miss, i miss going to the gym like nobody's business, i even miss the pollution.

I miss i miss the life back then.
And most of all, I miss the genuine friends i made.

I just called qiuling.
And when i hear her voice through the receiver, i could almost feel the warmth i felt everytime she was around.. sooo many happy friends i made there, i miss you guys so much, seriously

Talked to Eric too, oh yar, he is back in beijing. i can imagine qiuling's happiness =) annddd we decided that if nothin cocks up, we shall allll meet in bangkok this december. Do make it happen? Because firstly, i really wanna go thailand, and secondly, i seriously wish to see them again, even for awhile.
























sometimes it makes me wonder, how could he stand me if i cant even stand myself.
but there may come a day when his patience wear off ultimately,
or perhaps,i might get tired of myself even earlier.
uh whatever.